Well, about exactly one year ago I was at Hospice to view and say goodbye to my Dad. This week has been tough, I have spent most of it at the hospital with my mom (having flashbacks of last year) and trying to be strong and help make decisions with her. I guess it is a "distraction" from my thoughts of Dad (albeit not a nice one) but it does make for added stress and emotion.
I miss him more than I thought I would, I grieved for far longer than I thought I would and I still do. I still read jokes and want to forward them. I still have the 2009 Dilbert calendar I bought him for last Christmas unopened on my desk. I have not taken his cell or work number out of my phone yet or erased his email address. I miss him, I am sad today.
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