Update

So I am distressed. Dad went in for an unexpected MRI this morning. He is having much more pain and they changed his meds around. He has eaten moslty pudding and ensure for a while now because both sides of his jaw are coming through his gums so it is painful for him to eat. I am very scared at this point. Usually when cancer starts growing again, it is much more aggressive than at first. We already know it started growing again.

I don't really have the capasity to type more right now. My brain is full, I am overloaded emotionally. My mother is having problem, my dad is dying and I am trying to get my house on the market, keep it together at work and take care of my children. I pray nobody else falls apart right now, I don't know how much more I can take at this point.

I will update more as I hear. I assume we will be going to get the MRI results this week.

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